My love

So now I have to go tell my pshcartrist that nothing is wrong when all I want to do is scream and cry. I need to be dead. I lost Ana, Jessica M., Anthony, Casey, Sam, Chris, Jacob, Jordan, fuck I'm having to resort to being a lette. aka right now just a Prospect. WTF. I'm still living outside. I'm depressed. I'm upset. I can make other people happy, but then again they have a piece of me when I pass. I just have to soon, this world is to cruel for me. I'm just done. I just need to think of a way.

I wait for a savour who cares

I wait for the time I wake up and smile

I wait for you to be there

I wait for her to come back

I wait for the bars to open up

I wait...

I wait

But my love I can't anymore

I can't be so broken and waiting

I love you my dearest, but to my self

I owe a promise

So my dear close your eyes and forget

Just a nightmare in a dream

My love....